Wow.
I haven't blogged since July.
Part of that is because I had the most amazing and eventful summer ever. Seriously, guys. I don't think I could have imagined it going any better. I completed everything on my summer to do list. I have never done that before. So that was a huge deal for me.
I guess I would have blogged about that but then autumn came.
I had a hard time welcoming autumn into my life. It was the end of my summer and I really mourned the loss of it. It was the end of having my family out of school, people to hang out with, warm weather to play in, sunsets at 9pm. Seriously, everyone. I'm drooling thinking about summer time. I miss it so much it hurts.
Autumn for me usually means a lot of change. It used to mean a new semester at school, moving, a new ward, new people to meet, and a new calling. I think subconsciously I was freaking out about having everything in my life change, even if it wasn't really going to happen. I was dreading it because life had been very happy. This is the first year since I graduated high school that I haven't moved and changed wards in the fall. So all this dreading change was really unnecessary. Everything stayed normal and I didn't need to freak out.
So I'm sorry I freaked out a little bit. It was almost like I was waiting for something to drastically change and make my life a little bit harder. But it never came, and I'm so grateful.
*Although I did get a new calling. And everyone I liked moved out of our ward and a whole bunch of new people came. And next week we get a new bishopric. So I guess the change was delayed. But I'm still happy.
