sometimes i think that writing my thoughts and sending them out into the abiss makes me feel better. i like to write. but then this is writing with a chance that someone will read it. so it makes it better.
i hate life. i had a life break down last night at 12:30 after i got off of the phone with dan and sarah. cry.
i'm too busy. too stressed. and half of the time i don't take time to take it all in. i just let it happen. and freak out later. which was last night.
i hate nursing school. it's torturous at the moment. i want to hide. and light it on fire. and scream. and if i have to make another presentation i'm going to DIE. which i actually have to do. i think i'll end up making about 3 more.
i hate not having crazy fun times all the time. i want to go on a trip. or camping.
but whatever. i also hate complaining. so i guess i'll stop.
my fingernails are torquoise. and i like them....................
Hey! You're a blogger! I'm sorry that you've been sad lately. Sometimes life is hard and I'm sorry. You are so close though! Think about like this, you'll graduate in about 7 months... that's less than someone has to be pregnant.
ReplyDelete:) Good luck!
You should have come and played pitty party in my room then. I was awake having one. Or we could have gone on a walk. Which would have been good times. No crying and freaking out alone again, got it?
ReplyDeleteDo you want to go swing up the canyon and walk amongst the pretty leaves? We can do that. I heart your freakin' beautiful face.
ReplyDeleteP.S. I'm glad that I finally found your blog!