Something you have to forgive yourself for...
things i think i beat myself up for are about my friendships. the ones i worked so hard on and then because of circumstances or situations i let dwindle and become non-existent. i feel the most regret about not remembering people's birthdays or to call them back or to take time to see them when i'm in town. or just texting them once in a while. or allowing myself to think that they're just too busy to care if i talk to them or not.
so i need to forgive myself for forgetting.
i definitely don't do it on purpose. if i could stay good friends with every person i've been good friends with, i would. but...... is it possible? it's hard when they're all on to different places and things and interests. i don't know what to talk about with them anymore. "Yeah, i'm STILL in school and yeah, STILL not married. Thanks for asking."
i think the friendships i most regret letting slow down are my friendships with katherine, lacey, jeni, kris, kori, nicole creer, my sister, and sister mo.
some aren't my fault entirely, but some are.
i guess i'll just need to find a way to forgive myself.
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